Friday, January 29, 2010

Relax


so this is another painting, which i try upon a piece of plain A4 paper. took me less than 2 hours, i guess because it was a small painting.
aku makin cinta sama oil-painting
distorted of image cause by poor photographic technic, because i use my web-cam. the sun is supposed to look really round =)
comment?

alhamdulillah, i survive another department.
somehow, my preceptor sound disappointed with me, because she were hoping i should score better than i got, only i don't care much, as long as i passed, that is more important.
i think i was her 'teacher pet' too. hehe.
well, i think i have this talent of being anybody's pet. no!! i never have any intention to become a sycophant, or kaki bodek whatsoever. i don't talk sweet, if it is not necessary. i am the most honest person u ever met (and this statement is false, lol).
she did said something about me nakal, but clever. hurm, alhamdulillah =)
she said i can explain complex concept of a disease, and i know things, but i don't remember 5 criteria of whatever, which most people said it is easier to memorize than to understand of what i can explain.

hate memorizing.

i think i am alone...
that's y i actively writing blog, or online almost 24/7. the only reason is because the people that i comfortable with are far away from me.
let's just say, i don't have 'friends' here.
hurm, if i can live with it for the past 4 years, why not for less than 2 years more?





Wednesday, January 27, 2010

it wasn't really my 1st time

thanx for all your concerns, guys and pretty ladies.
although i had a very embarrassing moment few days back, it wasn't really my 1st time, in other words i am so used to it XDDD

have u ever shouted like a crazy handsome-boy to someone u don't know "PENCURII! PENCURRI!!" at a mall, turn out that someone was your friend's friend who was actually did some f-ing stupid joke pretending he was stealing something from your friend???

or being shouted by a teacher in front of all students?

or mistakenly ... this story is nevermind.


tomorrow is another exam. Oral & Dental Medicine, which i found pretty bored, because most of the diseases are anatomically related.
anatomy is boring, just like geography, mostly learn about what is located at what part of the body. boring stuff disinterested me. disinterest lead to ignorance, which lead to stupidity, which lead to the same reaction i always had before any additional maths exams.

*sambil mengunyah cokelat-cokelat Cadbury's imported from Australia yang dijual di Labuan dengan harga yang murah, dan sangat lazat untuk mengurangi tekanan perasaan, sambil mengotori keyboard MacBook dengan sisa-sisa cokelat dijari*

my bilik sewa currently, is so semak, anybody entering my room could get lost easily. hehe.
cepatlah weekend. dah 3 weekend aku tangguh utk mengemas2 XDDD


please, wish me luck,
i guess i really need LUCK and lesser brain for tomorrow exam T.T


Tuesday, January 19, 2010

The 10

10 benda yang dulu zaman sekolah aku rasa cool, dan aku buat

1. Rambut kuning (parents aku mengamuk ok)
2. Main yoyo (agak jaguh jugak la)
3. Baca SmashHits (hukum membaca majalah mangga adalah haram)
4. Dengar (dan hafal) semua lagu Eminem (lagu2 Melayu is no, no, no)
5. Adidas Superstar stripe hitam (beli kat petaling street saje)
6. Setiap kali outing, makan di KFC (kawan saye pernah terkejut melihat saye makan di gerai tepi jalan. lol. saye tak kesah tempat mkn yg penting sedap dan bersih)
7. Baca novel2 bahasa penjajah spt Harry Potter, R.L. Stine, etc. (hukum membaca novel alaf 21 adalah sangat tidak cool)
8. Tak masuk kelas (Tingkatan 4, ketidakhadiran saya melebihi 50 hari sekolah)
9. Mempunyai alamat email / mengeja nama sendiri dengan ejaan menggunakan nombor sebagai huruf
10. Hanya menonton MTV & Channel-[V]

pendapat aku tentang 10 perkara diatas sekarang
1. ya ampun! kenapalah aku bodoh dan hodoh sgt menguningkan rambut dulu??!!
2. still cool until now
3. Membaca Mangga hukumnya haram sampai bila2. SmashHits? satu2ny artis baru setelah zaman britney spears dulu yg aku tau skrg cuma Lady Gaga
4. OMG. macam mana lah aku boleh sgt buta seni dulu XDDD
5. sampai skrg suka Adidas. duit biasiswa buat kumpul kasut saje XD
6. makan makan makan
7. masih tetap seperti dulu
8. kehadiran saya semenjak tingkatan 5 adalah 100%
9. aiyoo. kalau masih ada org macam ni, nak mintak lempang!
10. Tak tengok TV

10 benda yang aku rasa sangat cool untuk dilakukan sekarang
1. tiada
2. tiada
3. tiada
4. tiada
5. tiada
6. tiada
7. tiada
8. tiada
9. tiada
10. tiada

sekian

Friday, January 15, 2010

thank you

Disini penulis ingin mengucapkan terima kasih kepada dr. Bambang S., SpM., selaku preceptor, dan dr. M. Dicky, selaku liaison officer penulis selama penulis berada di Departemen Ilmu Kesehatan Mata.
I survive Ophthalmology!!! XD
terima kasih juga kepada Nuridrin, Jenny, dan Azie untuk ucap wish mereka pada entri yang lepas.
ophthalmology best, ada physics of optics (among my other favorite topics in physics, Wave, Radioactive, and Optics), & ada neuro.. this specialist is added into my list of consideration of specialist degree later, kalau ada rezeki =)

i had my structural objective oral case exam this morning, which went well, and i was the only candidate who dress, well, err, sharp.
(not like one time where my preceptor at O&G said this to me "surprised that u are a brilliant student, didn't really match with your appearance (undoubtably selekeh, as always)")
this morning, i was the only one wearing a necktie, and worn my sparkling-white white coat, which i hand-washed with full of determination. XD
seriously, anybody could tell the different, because compare to the coat that i worn yesterday, it was like comparing the whiteness of an A4 paper to kertas pembungkus belacan.

whenever somebody asked, i answered simply "hopefully this handsome face may clouding the emptiness inside (while me pointing to my head). XDDD

somehow, i manage to prove to the world that i am not totally useless and stupid after all, present my case smoothly (because i got the easiest case out of 13 cases), and due to the fact the my examiner was very orang yang sangat baek =D

although not so funny thing also happened.
i have my own way of study. i organized my reading materials (menipu sangatlah perkataan organize tu, sejak bila tak tau aku pandai organize2 neh, dad kasi organizer yang macam diary tu dulu, jadi buku lukisan plak. hehe), err, i mean i know what i am suppose to read.
so this morning, i bring my own notes (if u can call scribbles on a piece of paper as note) for the last minute overview, then this girl, come to me and ask "do u bring the photocopied-notes of X (which apparently are the key to everything, according to most people)?"
"no i don't" i answered.
then she said something yang buat aku menyirap. "oh. jadi kau tak perlu belajar lagi ye?" dengan nada sinis. wtf. apa maksud dia???
i know i might not be the most brilliant kid in the class, but one don't have to utter words like that making me looks so small ok, except if one have problem with me lah kan.

got others story, tapi this is a very public space, so nanti kantoi plak kan. hoho. i amazed with some people i never ever thought they would say something like this to me "i read your blog, hehe". or, "taknaklah makan kat KFC, aku tak bawak labcoat. hehe". my jaw dropped, my eyes rolled onto the floor! tak pernah aku promosi ok kat org2 ni.

sebagai penutup

yesterday, i saw a blind woman with her stick try to cross a 4 lane road... betapa hebatnya manusia itu tetap bergantung kepada diri sendiri... this is among the thing that makes me consider ophthalmologist as an option...







Thursday, January 14, 2010

so much for waking up damn early in the morning with a plan of study

woke up at 2.00 am yo.
and until now, 5.00 am, only managed to read about 2 pages of text. (half a page of text actually, the rest of it were diagrams and figures).

ended up spending my so-called 'quality time' facebooking, blog-surfing, news-reading, and gossiping.

will update again very soon, after my exam of ophthalmology tomorrow. wish me luck.



Monday, January 11, 2010

Juara Lagu?

aku tak tengok pun, masih nak review kan XD

aku nak review 3 performance je, sbb cuma itu yg baru sempat sedot.

1. Siti Nurhaliza dan aku-tak-tahu-siapa sbg persembahan pembukaan.
di tengah persembahan tu, ada fokus group percussion dgn choreograph yg sgt mabok, ditambah plak dgn bunyi ala2 ayam tuh (yg 'yihaaaa', 'kurrrrr', dan laen2 bunyi). aku sgt tak suka ok, huduh.
pendengaran aku, backup singer ada chord yg false.
lepas tu kan ada part ala2 rock cam tu, hahah. ni lah namany rock sopan. something new? erm, i think i did see something like this by Heliza once upon a time.

2. Stacy
her makeover is HORRIBLE. dgn rambut ala singa betina, adehh. arrangement lagu tak terlalu interesting. props nampak murah.

3. Hujan
Arrangement musik sangat MANTAP. section brass yang wow. tp vokal Noh? dari awal kedengaran goyang. dinamika tak tepat. dekat2 penghujung persembahan, dah mulai tanda2 pancit. macam kurang konsentrasi? Flashmob di bawah tu planned ke takk???

btw, 3 artis kat atas ni favorite aku.

Friday, January 8, 2010

dah sudah

aku dah tarik balik 2 entri aku yang lepas.

bagi mereka yang merasa apa yang aku post bermasalah, aku minta maaf.

tiada niat menyinggung sesiapa.

so, nantikan entri aku yang jauh lebih meaningless (seperti kebiasaannya), pada masa2 mendatang.

until then, ciao