Friday, June 27, 2008

isu basi. jumpa dalam draft aku. heheh

belek2 draf, ada plak satu isu series yg aku tulis neh, tp tak terupload plak.

pasal Fitna.

nak tulis apa skrg tak tau, tp buat masa ni silakan je baca dulu k.

nanti aku tulis pasal benda lain pulak.


silakan ignore sebarang kesalahan tatabahasa, atau apa2 lah.

disclaimer: i write what i think, what i know. As my knowledge of Islam is lesser than those who scored A1 in Pendidikan Islam SPM (i only managed to score A2), please feel free to ignore anything that u find absurd in this article, and just stick to what u believe. And please whatsoever, do not start accusing me as being bias, or unfair, or kafir.

so i guess my writing this time is not really about PI SPM knowledge, because i am not writing about Haji, or ayat-ayat lazim, or hukum bacaan(tempo, resonance/hum, articulation).

1. Fitna

some might say, this issue is already expired. never mind, i just want to point out several things.
people & media were telling me how insulting the video was to the Muslim communities. i felt angry,
but i didn't really know how to react.

people started sending messages about boycotting Dutch's products via email, friendster, and mosques' bulletins. what made me felt regretted about the messages is some are posted with message like "If u still love Islam, do boycott Dutch's products" like that. i mean, why use 'boycott' as indicator of love Islam or not? let's say if someone did not boycotting, is that mean that he didn't love islam anymore?
ok, u might say "do not translate that messages literally", if that so, why put some message that makes people confused to dead end, 'do or die' like that?
hey, give people choice!

other than that, i almost leave a mosque during a khutbah session, because i felt uneasy listening to the preach of the khatib.
instead of usual soft talk and advices and self-introspection messages, that day was different.
he was saying out loud, emotionally, related to Fitna, preaching us to raise our guns and swords, and attack those who insulting Islam / non-believers.
he also said that nowadays, we are weak Muslim. our leaders (prime ministers / presidents / kings, etc) are weak Muslim. we do not dare to fight with non-believers anymore.

he gave an example, about how Muhammad (p.b.u.h) endorsed a friend's deed, of killing his wife for his wife had insult Muhammad in her song (i am so confused about this, since the khatib didn't put a references to his story, and i think this story will only make the condition worse for Islamophobia, saying that Islam is endorsing cruelty and terror), and suggest that we Muslim nowadays should do the same thing (of killing?) if there are any people who insult our religion.

i have a better suggestion. instead of killing, why don't we do da'waah? who knows that one day, the people who hate us most, enlighten, and embrace Islam? we never knows.

and did the khatib ever thinks that the eff-ing stupid Wielder, the person who responsible for the video, was not making the video in the name of Christian? what i can tell u is, Wielder as a politician, is more secular than most of our national leaders. he is not working in the name of church and everything.
he produced that video for his political benefits, and he himself suffering from Islamophobia.
so why the khatib suggest us to have a war against non-believer (specifically, Christian), it wasn't them who produced the video, it is the eff-ing stupid Wielder.

so if u want to have a war dear khatib, go kill Wielder, not innocent people.

responses and reactions from Muslim all around the world were outrageous. for me, it's ok, we Muslim have right to feel angry. In Indonesia, yepp, as usual, the people didn't missed the chance of demonstrations. it was a good sign though, that the people here are not ignorance about the issue.
The president of Republic of Indonesia also gives his comments related to 'Fitna' on the media, and reminds the people of Indonesia, if they want to conduct demonstrations, go on, but in peace.
that's a right thing to do, since if u kasar-kasar & jahat-jahat during the demonstration, it will lead to a bad consequences, and just strengthen the Islamophobias' perspective about how terrorizing we Muslim are.

and furthermore, i am not sure if there were any comments from our 'beloved' PM about the issue. they are only 4 possibilities.
1. he did not gives any comments because he is ignorance.
2. he did not gives any comments because he think people of Malaysia are ignorance.
3. he did not gives any comments because, indeed, people of Malaysia are ignorance.
4. he did gives comments on the issue, but i missed it, and it's my fault. sorry.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008


exam - finish
mood - hellish
thought in my mind rite now - rubbish

hey! it's rhyme yo!

akan update, tungguu!!!

Friday, June 13, 2008

considering specialty?

me and few friends, we don't have noble reason why we choose medicine.

it is just about the money, and the thought of not need to go for job hunting (hopefully) after finishing our degree.

most of the time, we do not like to be serious about medicine, except when the exam is around the corner.

we do make stupid-and-not-so-funny-jokes out of it.
especially about specialty.

Neurosurgeon (belah kepala bedah otak dan saraf)

once, i had a tutor who speak rarely. ask him anything, the answer will be the same "u should read more..."
heck, he is not stupid. at the age of 31, he is already a Neurosurgeon. he must be damn brilliant to be selected into the program at a very young age.
finish 1st degree at 24, continue specialty at age 25, finish specialty at 31.
he talked a little too. no effort of socialized with us.
somehow, i think that he has problems in communication. socially, he is also a bored guy (although he might be richer than anybody at his age)

i told a friend about my doubt about our tutor, then he answered "do not wonder, as our tutor is a neurosurgeon, he never really have a good time to socialize, especially with his patient. u know, as surgeon, he only have time to socialize with unconscious (anesthetized) patient, that's why he is socially, err, retarded"

Forensic Medicine (bedah siasat mayat)

during one forensic medicine lecture, suddenly my friend asked me "do u ever wonder y some people wanted to pursue their specialty in forensic medicine?"

"err, i don't know about that, but look at our lecturer, she look tough though. she must not scared of ghost, u imagine, how she managed to have a normal life, despite the horridness of her job?"

"if that so.. hurmm, i think she was into gothic music when she was a student"

"black metal or something?"

"no, no. she still wearing a veil though. and she doesn't look like someone who would drink a goat's blood. but she must have had a twisted life back then when she was our age, i think so, more into gothic"

Obstetric & Gynaecology (pakar sakit puan)

"i understand if women are into this specialty, but why men? why?"

"still want to ask ah? i guess they are sex-maniac. it is like when u obsess at something, u r really into it. it is no different with anybody who choose their specialty."


"look at our dermatologist-tutors, they are pretty and handsome. if i were like him (pointed to a particular handsome tutor), i would stop study medicine, and become a celebrity instead, have a glamourous life"

"it must be fake. u get to inject Botox by urself if u r dermatologist"

heheh. i guess it is not nice to mock those specialist doctors, one thing and another, they do make big money out of their specialty.
i guess that's what really matter.


Wednesday, June 4, 2008

menghadapi dugaan hidup...

what i really mean is, the examination is just around the corner!

jadi kepada para kawan2, atau pun pembaca yg tersesat ke sini,

doakanlah untuk keberhasilan aku ok?

semoga Allah membalas jasa kalian semua

Amin :)